My Dear Friend,

I’ve been wanting to talk with you but with all that’s happening in your life, it’s hard to get you alone long enough. I don’t want to add one more thing to your plate but it’s already February and I really need to tell you somethings.

I understand you’ve been going through some very tough times and all I’ve wanted to do is tell you how often you’re on my mind. Somedays I’d like to whisk you away from it all and sit by a cozy fire with a cup of coffee talking until we run out of words. You mean so much to me and my Kingdom and I just can’t imagine you not being a part of it.  I miss you running to me when you’re in trouble and I thought you’d run to me this time, but you seem to be distracted of late, running to this thing and that thing but never to me.

Have I done something to offend you? I feel like you’re avoiding me. You’d rather spend time with anyone and anything other than me. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not trying to add one more thing to your plate, I’m actually trying to lift your load because I never intended for you to carry all of that.  I wrote a whole book of letters to you will all the answers to the questions you’ve been asking but you won’t pick it up to read it. You read the cards others send you and I’ve even seen you cry over them, but you’ve yet to cry over the love letters I’ve written, some of them with the blood of my son.

I’ve heard you say you love me, but I’m not feeling the love because you spend time with the ones you love the most and you just seem to avoid me.  Remember when you cried the other day because your long time friend ignored you, how it broke your heart and you wondered what you did wrong? That’s how I’ve been feeling. I just wanted you to know. I haven’t done anything wrong but you still won’t come. Your spirit even cries out to me but your flesh stands in the way. Hear me calling to you and come away with me.

Song of Solomon 2:14 My dove, hiding in the caves high on the cliff, hidden here on the mountain, let me see you, let me hear your voice. Your voice is so pleasant and you are so beautiful!